He he i know, I'm vein i admit :p but i still wan to show off, ha ha i used to be chubby, frends around me like to rub on my tummy because they can feel a thick layer of fats like a water balloon, but after non-stop everyday hard working, here's the result, i'm very proud of it but of cause dun compare with others, I'm still so tiny from them ha ha, when i'm sad i always work out cause they'll make me feel better but what i'm going to tell u next it's like a nightmare that will never go away...
Things become more and more worst, but everything every decision is still under my hand but i already have my definite answer but i m scare, i scare that one day i wall fall and i will lost everything, and it has already effect my relationship now, my relationship now has become so bad that everyday when i'm talking on the phone with him is like talking to a stranger and we fight a lot, it hurts me so much... and i dun really know whether i wan to continue my relationship anymore, it's so hard for me, whats a relationship for? its to share, i know that he has his own problem and so i dun wan to add more trouble to him, sometimes i feel so uneasy i just wish i can share my problem with him... :'( if it's going to continue like that i think my relationship will break very soon... sigh, i almost cant breath anymore....
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
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hey dear. Everything happens for a reason. After all, that's an amazing thing to say-that no matter what happens to you, not only does something valuable come out of it but it's just what you need.
Amazing as it sounds, it is true. It's taken me a long time, but I now see that even in the worst disaster-and I've had my share-there are wonderful gifts, hidden opportunities, or life-enhancing lessons. And we couldn't have gotten them any other way. I can totally understand the struggle you are going through.Of course, sometimes it's easy for us to believe that everything happens for a reason. We see it in little ways, like when our plans for an evening out fall through at the last minute, and we discover that everything we really want is at home that night anyway.
We very much want to believe that the things that happen to us have great meaning. It's the way we feel life should be. Yes, some days we feel our life's a soap opera. But we want-we need-to have the sense that there's a purpose and value to it all. And we're right.
I want to reassure you: When you discover the true meaning of the events in your life, everything changes.
You feel stronger because your sense that everything has meaning gives you great confidence.
You feel wiser because you see how everything connects.
You're more in touch with who you are because you know that you're living the life you were meant to lead.
And you're happier because you're able to put your loss behind you and have a sense of a future filled with good things.
Love is not everything . Think what you really want in your life. I hope that you will do well and i will constantly read your blog. Hope that you will take note of my comment. All the best and you must know the fact that a lot of people care and love you for who you are.
wow i never know that someone who actually read what i type.... your reply meant so much to me thank you so much... and who is this?
yeah there is always surprises in life ...Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option!Life is a long journey.I see enough of the road to understand how it must be traveled. The trip is to keep moving forward, to let go of the fear and the regret that slow us down and keep us from enjoying a journey that will be over too soon. Along the way, we meet knew people-some may be frens some may be aqquaintances...some mayb your love once. No matter what relationship it is-bad or good; treasure it, as for two person to be frens or more than that in this huge place is not easy!Yes, there will be unexpected bends in the road, shocking surprises we didn't see coming, but that's really the point. Don't you think?"...u don hav to know who am i now...when the time is right u shall noe it ! i hope that u can blog more often ..there's when i can get updated watz goin on with u. DO remember there are so many people out there that care for u and love u for who u are!...hope that my comments will cheer u are a little..cheerZz
There are so much different people in this world.
some who is in a lost game
and they are so confused
and randomly pressing buttons
making decisions randomly
or let the game make decisions for them
because they are just so confused
and they'd think they know everything that's going on
no matter what others say
they disagree
because they think they know what's going on
but they don't
at the end
they are so confused
and so tired
and with people around them
sniggering
murmuring things at them
telling them this and that
eventually the game is too confusing
they find it too hard to get through, too tired
they'd want to run away
as far as they can
don't want to have anything to do with this game
at this point
they would either sit back
and try to relax
not care what others say bout them
not care what decisions people make for them
not care bout what people have planned for them
they just don't want to know
they don't wanna care
they want to run away and forget
they don't care if running away doesn't solve anything
they are too tired to care they need to get away
at this point..
i think its best
for people to stay away from the drama for a few days or so..or as long as they can until they feel better
and then they can get back to the problem
because once they are better , they can see the true problem, how to solve it
and what is really happening
who's good
who's bad
they will really know until then
for some of the others
they wish and hope for this thing to happen
but wishes don't just come true when u want them to
and the more they wait for it
or hope for it
the more sad they will be
and the goal they are heading for, the goal they wish for , tat one most important thing, is set on their minds, but not on the end of the road they are walking on
they don't know tat
they don't wanna face it
they don't wanna believe its not there
they still think it will work
its like running into space
but space
as in all white
not a speck of black or other colors
no walls
nothing
they'd walk into it
walking walking
finding finding
they don't care or know if what they wanna find isn't there
they still hope
they still wish
and eventually they are just walking in circles
and every single place looks the same
they don't realize though
i don't know the cure for that...except..
..they'd have to force themselves to not think bout it..
..which is...pretty..close... to impossible..i mean it is possible..just REALLY RAELLY hard
and it doesn't just disappear like a click
it takes days
days not even know how many days
just days..
there's so much more people out there
....its best to keep your barrier up
incase
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remember...love...most important thing
is ... follow your heart , only your heart, not your mind or anything, just your heart
even if u fall off at the end
and be so sad and heart broken
you know
that it was one of the best times in your life
and that you wont regret it
because u followed your heart
theres up and downs in love
its normal to get heart broken
but seriously.
its best and most importantly to follow your heart
only your heart
not religion, not culture, not nationality, not others thoughts, not beliefs
if others tell u
that the other person is bad
don't full on believe it
but keep a little barrier up
watch their actions
the words they use
and stuff..eventually as time goes by, u will know their true personality.
that is all.
Take care, dude. =)
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